Love Medicine
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Metamorphosis
Metamorphosis vs. Dante's Inferno
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Inconsistency?
Saturday, December 8, 2007
KAFKA YOUtUBE
mrs. Klebba told us about this guy and some of this articles, i don't know exactly which one.
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&safe=off&q=vladimir+nabokov%2Bmetamorphosis&btnG=Search
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Would you want to be something else?
SHOW BIZ
the Kafka in us
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
A bug's Life
Metamorphous Questions. G,Taylor, Thomas, Doug
B. I am about to lose even the slightest desire to stick up for you in anyway at all. And your job Is not the most secure.
C. Your performance of late has been very unsatisfactory.
There is a bad relationship between the two. The manager takes advantage of him and he uses him.
2. Gregor has abnormal emotions. He is still concerned about his job and not that he is a bug. He worries about his family more than he worries about himself being a roach. He is calm.
3. “I’ve got the torture of traveling, worrying about changing trains, eating miserable food at all hours, constantly seeing new faces, no relationships that last or get intimate. To the devil with it all!” he is worried about work and changing trains but he not worried about himself being a BUG.“ First of all he wanted to get up quickly, without any excitement; get dressed; and the main thing have breakfast
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Test???
Monday, December 3, 2007
jeff goldblum
IMDB says, "Seth Brundle, a brilliant but eccentric scientist attempts to woo investigative journalist Veronica Quaife by offering her a scoop on his latest research in the field of matter transportation, which against all the expectations of the scientific establishment have proved successful. Up to a point. Brundle thinks he has ironed out the last problem when he successfully transports a living creature, but when he attempts to teleport himself a fly enters one of the transmission booths, and Brundle finds he is a changed man. This Science-Gone-Mad film is the source of the quotable quote "Be afraid. Be very afraid."
Here's the link to IMDB's page on The Fly.
Seriously, you should go out and rent it. Tell me if it's good or not.
metamorphasis?
Sunday, December 2, 2007
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Friday, November 30, 2007
HELP!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Don't Sweat the Test Too Much
Is Kate childish, spiteful, or just waiting for love?
Monday, November 26, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Sorry I've been out of touch.
I hope you're all having a good break! See you soon.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Important quotes and footnoes!?
thanks
That is, to watch her, as we watch these kites | |
That bate and beat and will not be obedient. | |
She ate no meat today, nor none shall eat. | |
Last night she slept not, nor tonight she shall not. | |
As with the meat, some undeservèd fault | |
I'll find about the making of the bed, | |
And here I'll fling the pillow, there the bolster, | |
This way the coverlet, another way the sheets. | |
Ay, and amid this hurly I intend | |
That all is done in reverend care of her. | |
And, in conclusion, she shall watch all night, | |
And if she chance to nod I'll rail and brawl, | |
And with the clamor keep her still awake. | |
This is a way to kill a wife with kindness, | |
And thus I'll curb her mad and headstrong humor. | |
He that knows better how to tame a shrew, | |
Now let him speak; 'tis charity to show. |
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Whats the Point?
The Taming of The class of 2008
Comparison of 10 things I hate about you and Taming of the Shrew!
Click this link!
CLARIFICATION HELP! PLEASE
can someone please help me pair these (disguises and such) and explain..thanks
- Christopher Sly - tinker
- Bartholomew - A page
- Baptista Minola - Father of Kate and Bianca
- Katherine (Kate) - The "shrew" of the title
- Petruchio Suitor and husband of Kate. - Petruccio says upon his father’s death, he set out to look for a wife, hoping to marry a rich man’s daughter and thereby augment his family fortune. Hortensio decides to hook petruchio up with Katherine since he only cares about a rich father.
- Grumio - Servant of Petruchio- newly arrived in Padua, goes with his servant grumio to see hortensio that he knows from verona
- Curtis - Servant of Petruchio
- Nathaniel - Servant of Petruchio
- Joseph - Servant of Petruchio
- Bianca - Sister of Kate; the ingenue
- Gremio - Elderly Suitor of Bianca
Hortensio - Suitor of Bianca (later disguised as the teacher Litio) With Petruchio he disguise himself as a schoolmaster(litio) so that he can court Bianca secretly.
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o Vincentio - Father of Lucentio
o Lucentio - Suitor of Bianca (later disguised as the teacher Cambio) decides to disguise himself as a teacher Cambio in the hope that by tutoring Bianca he will be able to declare his love for her and win her heart.
o Tranio - Servant of Lucentio (pretends Lucentio and studies at u)
- Biondello - Servant of Lucentio -arrives in a timely fashion and agrees to help with the deception
- A pedant (later impersonates Vincentio)
Monday, November 12, 2007
Insult all your favorite people in Elizabethian English!
http://www.pangloss.com/seidel/shake_rule.html
Shakespeare's Tounge (yeah that's a pun)
Show Biz Baby
Is it weird to like Kate?
Sunday, November 11, 2007
link
a. The play-within-a-play--A play performed as part of the story for some dramatic purpose. For example, in Hamlet, Hamlet asks a group of players to perform a play with a plot similar to what he suspects are the actual events of his father's murder. The main action of The Taming of the Shrew is a play-within-a-play.
b. The use of disguises-A character puts on a disguise to hide, trick, or spy on others. Shakespeare's audience accepted the fact that none of the other characters ever recognized the person disguised. Students can look for examples of this in the play.
c. Love at first sight-This is a common device in romantic comedies.
Lucentio falls head over heels the minute he sees Bianca. Students may be
asked to look for other examples in the play.
d. Fluid action-Shakespeare's stage used little in the way of set or props; everything was portable. Modern critics called Shakespeare's plays filmic, since the action can move quickly from one locale to another in much the same way a movie script can. The action of this play shifts between various locations in Padua and Petruchio's house.
e. Asides-Shakespeare's characters often make comments to each other or to the audience the other characters never hear. These asides usually comment on the action.
courtesy of kq productions and http://www.penguinclassics.co.uk/nf/shared/WebDisplay/0,,82544_1_10,00.html
Saturday, November 10, 2007
6th Period English
Friday, November 9, 2007
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Thursday Night's Homework
Also on the quiz for third period are the characters listed in the "Dramatis Personae".
Taming of the English Department
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Crossdressing
Monday, November 5, 2007
What hell do you beleive in?
Power Points
Dante Final Word - Likes and Dislikes
Friday, November 2, 2007
references in popular culture to the divine commedia: da inferno
so i found what i was looking for with all the references to dante's divine comedy: the inferno. I wanted to see what songs, cartoons, and movie besides the dante film had references/connections to the inferno.I listed the many popular ones and cut it down a tad on the "view comments".There are references in tons of famous stuff like the movie 7even and clerks and in art and music including the local band cowboy mouth.
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virtual dante:
http://dante.ilt.columbia.edu/new/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dante_and_his_Divine_Comedy_in_popular_culture
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Inferno length
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Extra Credit Opportunities
The first is Waiting for Godot, which will be performed this weekend on a rooftop in the Lower Ninth Ward and next weekend on a rooftop in Gentilly. The play is about two people who talk as they wait for Godot (who never shows up). The actor starring in this play is Wendell Pierce from HBO's The Wire. The play is free. I'll be going on Friday, so I can give you directions.
http://www.neworleans.com/option,com_jcalpro/Itemid,88889349/extmode,view/extid,5243/
The second play you should see is The Laramie Project. This is being put on at Loyola University on Nov. 2, 3, 8, 9, and 10 at 8 pm, and on Nov. 4 and 11 at 2 pm. I saw this a few years ago at UNO (the same theater company did that one as are doing the one at Loyola), and it was the best play I ever saw. It is powerful, creative, compelling, tragic, and uplifting all at once. This will set you back only $8. Call 865-2074 for ticket information (pay and reserve so you don't miss out).
www.montage.loyno.edu
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
October 29th n 30th
gmichaeld14@hotmail.com
Monday, October 29, 2007
How do we put our power points on blog?
Friday, October 26, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Country Day Volleyball Game
Viva Las Vegas
MARCO POLO , THE MERCHANT
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Strange Facts
Tumultuous Times
Blogging?
Monday, October 22, 2007
new resource to help study for that heavy english book
ask me if you want the code..but if you have a new edition of that enormous english book it has the code in the front but i have one we can use..it has quizzes timelines and alot of material that may or may not help..
Friday, October 19, 2007
imprtant quotes and epic similes; a boiling pot of ideas
http://danteworlds.laits.utexas.edu/utopia/gallery/1205lucifer.jpg
Thursday, October 18, 2007
How did he do it??
verso di noi; però dinanzi mira,"
disse 'l maestro mio, "se tu 'l discerni."
Come quando una grossa nebbia spira,
o quando l'emisperio nostro annotta,
par di lungi un molin che 'l vento gira,
Even if you thought the context of The Divine Comedy was not amazing, You have got to respect Dante simply for writing such a long allegory in terza rima. In the orignal italian form, you can clearly see the rhyme that trancends throughout. How could anyone write such a long allegory in terza rima within only one lifetime? Let alone write a terza rima to tell such an elaborate story!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
power point
http://www.aboutflorence.com/Itineraries-in-Florence/dante.html
argenti and cathedral with dante
if the commedia was built like a cathedral it should look like the extravagant Sagrada familia in Barcelona. on the back is the passion facade. and the front is the nativity facade...the front is broken into 3 sub facades and each shows all the details of religious symbolism and such. The back shown below the below photo is the persecution and carrying of the cross ..(trying to say its the stations of the cross..) anywhoo the top picture i could see being a place for dante's commedia
FILLIPO ARGENTI
Check this out!
http://www.nova.priv.pl/Dante/inferno.htm
Dante in Popular Culture
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
what do we do with slideshow invite?
Your Prayers Have Been Heard
Tuesday 16th
Wednesday 17th 21, 22
Thursday 18th 32, 33 & 34
Friday 19th Review all of Inferno
Monday 22nd TEST ON ENTIRE WORK Draft 1 of Creative piece due
Monday, October 15, 2007
Virtual Overview of the Circles of Hell
this is a great overview of the circles. it tells the guard, sinners, important figures, and gives a brief review of what occured. Each circle also has pictures of every character including Dante and Virgil. REALLY GOOD WAY TO REVIEW AND CLEARS UP A WHOLE LOT OF THE CONFUSING STUFF
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Creative writing
Extra Credit
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Friday Oct. 12 - IN-CLASS INSTRUCTIONS
The Divine Comedy
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
What Dante Looked Like
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
A pretty cool map of Hell.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
My circle of Hell
Saturday, October 6, 2007
The Best Game in the Universe
Friday, October 5, 2007
Jake and Dinos Chapman
Extra Credit Opportunity
This film will be screened at Canal Place Cinema on Oct. 14th at 5 and 7 pm. ($7 or $8)
If you go and then write a 2 page reflection on the film (not a summary, but a reflection citing specific facts and events), I'll give you extra points.
The Camden 28 - a group of people who didn't sit and watch as others died
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Virtual tour of hell
http://web.eku.edu/flash/inferno/
Ms. Deckard's comment - YOU ALL SHOULD USE THIS TO STUDY - IT'S THE BEST MAP OUT THERE. Study this, coupled with the Dante World site from U. Texas, and you'll be fine.
"If a way to the better there be, it exacts a full look at the worst."
http://www.brown.edu/Departments/Italian_Studies/LD/numbers/02/aeschliman.html
The article that I gave you in class has a lot of references to historical events you may not know about. I encourage you to look around for information. Here are a few reliable starting places:
The Katyn Massacre - http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/cold.war/episodes/01/spotlight/index.html
The Gulag Archipelago - http://www.nytimes.com/books/98/03/01/home/solz-gulag.html
Theresienstadt (more commonly known as Terezin in the US) -
http://www.ushmm.org/wlc/article.php?lang=en&ModuleId=10005424
http://history1900s.about.com/library/holocaust/aa012599.htm
Uganda (this refers to the Ugandan genocide) -
http://media.www.laloyolan.com/media/storage/paper803/news/2007/10/04/Opinion/From-Rwanda.To.Darfur.The.Facts-3010931.shtml
Youtube has some good videos on these topics too:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=BUYRNYHeWKM
http://youtube.com/watch?v=t2GLFBnP3qk
http://youtube.com/watch?v=E4ROJ5A6ds4
http://youtube.com/watch?v=xON22c7pZ6c
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
My Circle of Hell
Statement vs. essay for colleges...
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
im puzzled
Monday, October 1, 2007
does father millican make house calls , i think i need to repent for my sins
Thursday, September 27, 2007
666 vs 777: its all in the numbers..
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished your @$$ to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo | Low
Level 2 | Moderate
Level 3 | Moderate
Level 4 | Low
Level 5 | High
Level 6 - The City of Dis | High------------------greatest place on/in/or around earth
Level 7 | Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge | High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Low
Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html
Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv
http://www.google.com/search?q=777%2Bbible&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a
Pride's a sin - right?
I took the test and here's my result:
"Your fate has been decided....
You are one of the lucky ones! Because of your virtue and beliefs, you have escaped eternal punishment. You are sent to Purgatory!"
I was moderately sinful in a few areas, but I'm working on it.
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv
The Castillo at Chichen Itza
http://z.about.com/d/archaeology/1/7/i/E/chichen_itza.jpg
http://www.essential-architecture.com/A-AMERICA-N/MEXICO/Chichen_serpent_column.jpg
The second one shows the serpent statue
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Mayor Incomplete
http://www.nola.com/living/t-p/index.ssf?/base/living-0/119070147560000.xml&coll=1&thispage=1
The golden ratio
This is pretty interersting check it out.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
LIFE
Monday, September 24, 2007
Southren Rep Center
http://www.southernrep.com/season0708/season0708.php
The last showing is this thursday. We should make a plan to go together.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
i'm doing just fine thank you for asking
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Super Bad star is highlights Discussion: worst resume ever? not quite, but pretty d close.
we will always have the 2006-07 season
http://www.nola.com/tpstore/index.ssf?/tpstore/saints06book.html
http://www.veoh.com/videos/e1336748NgyMqyG
WATCH AFTER---->>>>>>>Super Bad star Michael Golden..i mean Michael Cera.. (who looks like goldy as a slim child) makes fun of this in a parody
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAV0sxwx9rY&eurl=
and here is this dude's gossip blog
Blog:) http://www.ivygateblog.com/blog/tags/aleksey_vayner/
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Essay 3A
I am a dynamic figure, often seen scaling walls and crushing ice. I have been known to remodel train stations on my lunch breaks, making them more efficient in the area of heat retention. I translate ethnic slurs for Cuban refugees, I write award-winning operas, I manage time efficiently. Occasionally, I tread water for three days in a row.
I woo women with my sensuous and godlike trombone playing, I can pilot bicycles up severe inclines with unflagging speed, and I cook Thirty-Minute Brownies in twenty minutes. I am an expert in stucco, a veteran in love, and an outlaw in Peru.
Using only a hoe and a large glass of water, I once single-handedly defended a small village in the Amazon Basin from a horde of ferocious army ants. I play bluegrass cello, I was scouted by the Mets, I am the subject of numerous documentaries. When I'm bored, I build large suspension bridges in my yard. I enjoy urban hang gliding. On Wednesdays, after school, I repair electrical appliances free of charge.
I am an abstract artist, a concrete analyst, and a ruthless bookie. Critics worldwide swoon over my original line of corduroy evening wear. I don't perspire. I am a private citizen, yet I receive fan mail. I have been caller number nine and have won the weekend passes. Last summer I toured New Jersey with a traveling centrifugal-force demonstration. I bat .400. My deft floral arrangements have earned me fame in international botany circles. Children trust me.
I can hurl tennis rackets at small moving objects with deadly accuracy. I once read Paradise Lost, Moby Dick, and David Copperfield in one day and still had time to refurbish an entire dining room that evening. I know the exact location of every food item in the supermarket. I have performed several covert operations for the CIA. I sleep once a week; when I do sleep, I sleep in a chair. While on vacation in Canada, I successfully negotiated with a group of terrorists who had seized a small bakery. The laws of physics do not apply to me.
I balance, I weave, I dodge, I frolic, and my bills are all paid. On weekends, to let off steam, I participate in full-contact origami. Years ago I discovered the meaning of life but forgot to write it down. I have made extraordinary four course meals using only a mouli and a toaster oven. I breed prizewinning clams. I have won bullfights in San Juan, cliff-diving competitions in Sri Lanka, and spelling bees at the Kremlin. I have played Hamlet, I have performed open-heart surgery, and I have spoken with Elvis.
But I have not yet gone to college.
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[From Harper's Magazine. "This essay, by Hugh Gallagher, won first prize in the humor category of the 1990 Scholastic Writing Awards. It appeared in the May issue of Literary Calvalcade, a magazine of contemporary fiction and student writing published by Scholastic in NYC. Gallagher, who is 18, grew up in Newtown Square, PA, and is/did attend(ing) NYU."]
http://people.msoe.edu/~taylor/humor/essay.htm
From about.com:
Comments: This satirical essay, or a version of it, was written by a high school student named Hugh Gallagher, who entered it in the humor category of the Scholastic Writing Awards in 1990 and won first prize. It was subsequently published in Literary Calvalcade, a magazine of contemporary student writing, and reprinted in Harper's and The Guardian before taking off as one of the most forwarded "viral" emails of the decade.
Though this was not his actual college application essay, Gallagher was ultimately accepted at NYU, where he graduated in 1994. Since then he has worked as a freelance writer. His first novel, Teeth, was published by Pocket Books in March 1998.
A Poem by Doug
I let him survive on the mountain side- to be rescued as I had already decided.
I allowed him become popular and dashing, to kill the sphinx and become king.
But I have the power to take that away, and I will OH yes.
I will ruin him and make him go blind
I will in the end be triumphant and he will travel the rest of his days shunned.
I am controlling, I let him live, survive, and make him become prominent. Isn’t it only fair that I ruin him? IT IS HIS TIME
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
College Applications
DO NOT SEND APPLICATIONS OFF WITHOUT HAVING AN ENGLISH TEACHER WORKSHOP YOUR ESSAY WITH YOU.
WE'RE DOING THESE IN CLASS THIS WEEK - SO DON'T JUMP THE GUN AND JEOPARDIZE YOUR FUTURE BY NOT HAVING A TEACHER PROOFREAD YOUR STUFF!
Monday, September 17, 2007
http://mythweb.com/heroes/jason/index.html
Parker's Poem
The oblivious woman whose tranquil life was fine.
But her situation bored me.
Within her heart I lit a spark for a perservering man
Who wanted a treasure her father held dear.
Oh, how she complied with his desire,
Leading herself to commit vile sins worthy of Greek tragedy.
Killing her brother, her uncle,
Asking her accomplice for marriage.
Oh, how her ungreatful husband cheated.
But such an intriguing story this is for me.
Ah, now she wants revenge.
How my love spark has burst into flame.
What a complex twist I have made.
She must kill her children and her husband's wife?
Oh, how potent my love potion is.
All this turmoil from just one silly whim of the gods.
But now the gruesome charade is finished.
I grow bored.
Here's the Poem I Wrote in Class (and a little bit after)
It seems as if the weight of my years are as the mist on the ocean.
I am one with the air and the light, above all earthly concerns.
But within our dark bedchamber, reclining alone,
The years come upon me like waves curling back on themselves,
Until the blood-dark sea sucks me down with Absyrtus.
There, I have tears enough to fill an ocean,
And they are as hot on my cheeks as the blood on my hands, but no saltier.
Our home was never a harbor,
The solid walls of Greek houses
encased me, hardened me, and chilled me
Until I was an egg.
My brown skin faded to ivory.
My stomach swelled taught under the robes you paid for.
On a battlefield more terrible than Jason had ever seen,
I grew fat, whole and expressionless, and bore your children.
Only then, after the wilds of Colchis were erased,
Its beaches eroded into a smooth whiteness, my keen mind filed into a
Maternal oval, could I be reborn.
I leapt from my own head,
Heart in full armor,
Alive in the world.
And killed my own.
Now, there is no home, no sanctuary.
Neither Earth nor water offer me a resting place.
Up here, I am unencumbered by walls or love.
I am alone in the fiery wind of my mind,
But I am free.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Notes for thursday 13th+Klebba's juniors get to enjoy Beowulf 2 ways
Victim or Villain?
Today, if she were on trial for the murder of her family, the jury wouldn't care that she killed out of love, but would her argument have had validity back then when people believed in witchcraft?
The A to the B of the C is visiting NO
Anyway, for those of you who are pious, interested in human rights, or want to say you saw that man who could have been pope if only he'd of been Catholic:
http://archbishopvisitsnola.org/pages/registration.php
Extra Credit could be negotiated by those who attend and live to write about it.
"Flow Backward Sacred Rivers"
Euripides
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Euripides is known primarily for having reshaped the formal structure of traditional Attic tragedy by showing strong women characters and intelligent slaves, and by satirizing many heroes of Greek mythology. His plays seem modern by comparison with those of his contemporaries, focusing on the inner lives and motives of his characters in a way previously unknown to Greek audiences.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Oedipus
Monday, September 10, 2007
Freud and confusion
1st impulses aka normal behavior for adolescents is neither to think your MOM is hOt and want her nor do daughters crave their fathers and want them.(from what i understand) That is crazy! Now we all know adolescents might want other peoples /friends moms but not their own. (a select few which fit the Oedipal Instincts) I agree with the second paragraph of this article kinda.
Somebody please help me with this I cannot wrap my head around it: Much thanks
"that is, I do not believe that they are capable of creating something absolutely new and peculiar to themselves. It is far more probable -- and this is confirmed by incidental observations of normal children -- that in their amorous or hostile attitude toward their parents, psychoneurotics do no more than reveal to us, by magnification, something that occurs less markedly and intensively in the minds of the majority of children. Antiquity has furnished us with legendary matter which corroborates this belief, and the profound and universal validity of the old legends is explicable only by an equally universal validity of the above-mentioned hypothesis of infantile psychology. I am referring to the legend of King Oedipus and the Oedipus Rex of Sophocles."
Friday, September 7, 2007
Drug Use in Ancient Greece
http://www.janushead.org/7-1/Arata.pdf
Also, wikipedia has some stuff that seems OK:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Entheogens#In_the_archaeological_record
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Sophocles Article
http://www.leeds.ac.uk/classics/resources/poetics/poet-ot.htm
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Oedipus Rex - book on tape
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Quotes.another post:(
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
I Define My Own Katrina
I came back to New Orleans, in large part, to provide a safe harbor for my students. Two years ago, your lives were hectic and unsure, and I wanted to help provide stability. I feel that same way today. You should come to school and feel safe; you shouldn’t have to come to school on August 29th fearing what “special” Katrina stuff you might be forced to do. Journaling is cathartic. As we’ve been discussing with The Icarus Girl and “The Yellow Wallpaper,” writing (or “work”) gives us an outlet. It’s a way to purge our pain, meditate, and develop our thoughts.
As an interested adult, I’ve watched you over the past two years and been continually impressed. You are survivors; you are resilient; you are pioneers; you are all those trendy words used to describe people struggling to live normal lives in the Gulf South. And your lives are remarkably normal. You go to practice; you study; you go to parties; you do homework (more often than not); you laugh and you love. But you cry too. I’ve seen how separation and disaster have forced a bond in your class and I’m amazed by you.
Then I look at myself, someone I constantly criticize, and realize that I’m not all that different from you who I admire. So, I decided that we should all focus on what we can be proud of over the past two years.
I was brave: I found out my house was unlivable the day before I left New York to come back to New Orleans. I was smart: I gave myself four days to drive the 1500 miles because I knew I was an emotional wreck. I was stoic: I hardly cried. I was a good friend: I smiled and when they left I said, “I’ll see you soon.” I was numb: I hardly cried.
But that was two years ago. I’m focusing on the positive and how awesome I’ve been since Katrina – remember? Well, what I’m proud of is that I stepped up. I said “yes, I can do that.” I said it over and over again. I said “yes, I’ll work Saturdays;” “yes, I’ll teach an extra class;” “yes, I’ll be your friend;” “yes, I’ll take that homeless dog;” “yes, I’ll be the youth minister at my church;” “yes, I’ll help you gut your house;” “yes, I’ll help you build your house;” “yes, I can.” I said these things because that’s the kind of person I always wanted to be, and Katrina gave me a chance to walk the walk. Katrina was an opportunity; she opened a whole lot of doors and left gaping holes where they had been, but she opened them just the same.
I’m proud that I was able to leave my apartment those first three months. Well, it wasn’t my apartment, it was my friend’s, but she wasn’t there, so I was alone. Very alone. The only thing that got me out of the house those days was work, and the only thing that got me here was my students. On the drive to school, I’d calculate my potential earning power at Burger King with the $125 weekly bonus. Then I’d think about the 30% pay-cut I had agreed to. Then I’d get to school and reassess what wealth means. I measure my value in terms of the impact I have on the world around me. I had always hoped this was a realistic assessment, but now I’m sure I’m right and the Wall Street Journal, and Merrill-Lynch, and even the Federal Reserve are spectacularly wrong. After two years of knowing that St. Martin’s is my shelter and the happy place I can think of when I need to fly up above the debris, I know I am indeed rich.
I’m proud that I have been able to say “yes” to other people, while also saying “yes” to myself. It was very easy to be the center of my own world over the past two years, but it was easier to use other people’s needs as a distraction from my own. It’s easier for me to help others than it is to help myself. I’ve know this for a long time and never really done anything about it. I think I grew up with some romantic ideas about martyrdom and sacrifice, and I thought people who took care of others with no regard for themselves were somehow better than others – unselfish. Teaching is a good profession for people like that. It’s easy for me to think about school and work all the time; this was especially true when I was worried about you in those first months after Katrina and then last spring. For two years I’ve worried about you and I’ve cried for you when I couldn’t cry for myself; I’ve learned that this is something that helps me heal.
I’m proud that I’ve made friends. Most of my closest friends left New Orleans after Katrina and only came back to salvage what they could from their wrecked homes. This was devastating for me. My family is far away, I worked hard to create my own family of friends here, and then they all left. Yes, I have best friends on the faculty at StM, but I felt that I couldn’t let work be my only social outlet. I determined to be more outgoing, more friendly, and more open to personal possibilities. Fearlessness is a good quality in a friend, and after Katrina I fearlessly decided to throw parties for everyone I knew. Happiness can be bought, and I’ve somehow managed to make more friends in the two years after Katrina than in the seven years I spent in New Orleans before the storm. I can’t remember the last time I ate dinner by myself!
Now that I’ve spent a few days thinking about what I have to be proud of, I realize that there’s a lot. I’ve grown, as I would have no matter where I lived or what I’d been through, but I live here and I went through IT and that’s my life. Some days it’s too much for me and I’m angry or alone or want to move or cry or scream, but most days it’s OK, because we’re still here. And I know it’s my choice to be here, and somehow that choice, that determination, and that intention make all the difference.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
SHIVS HELP
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Grendel
Friday, August 24, 2007
analysis of Oyeyemi's wiritng style
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/arts/main.jhtml?xml=/arts/2005/01/09/boyeyemi.xml&sSheet=/arts/2005/01/09/bomain.html
Good Review from NPR
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=4813330
Turnitin.com
This is the student user help manual if you need it:
http://www.turnitin.com/static/pdf/tii_student_guide.pdf
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Reminder
Puff-Puff Recipe
http://www.motherlandnigeria.com/recipes.html#puff_puff
Monday, August 20, 2007
YeLLOw WaLLpApeR
Here is YELLOWWALLPAPER for LISTENING..for you auditory ppl. The 2nd one is the shortest..It helps alot to hear it
http://librivox.org/newcatalog/search.php?title=Yellow+Wallpaper&author=Gilman&status=all&action=Search
Friday, August 17, 2007
Homework for Friday Night
http://www.randafricanart.com/Yoruba_Customs_and_Beliefs_Pertaining_to_Twins.html
Thursday, August 16, 2007
The Cracked Mirror
From "The Lady of Shalott":
She left the web, she left the loom,
She made three paces through the room,
She saw the water-lily bloom,
She saw the helmet and the plume,
She looked down to Camelot.
Out flew the web and floated wide;
The mirror cracked from side to side;
"The curse is come upon me," cried
The Lady of Shalott.
Follow this link for the full text of the poem:
http://www.victorianweb.org/authors/tennyson/los1.html